Todays breakfast, one double stuffed cookie and a soda as I ran out the door.

Todays lunch, two left over hot tamales give to us by kens friend at work who also works at a really cool mexican restaurant we gotta go check out. Another soda, and another cookie.

I should be greatful I can eat like this and still have a decent figure, my face is clearing, and I can sit on my ass all day doing homework and not worry as much as some other people.





So dear Rini, stop calling yourself a fat ass.
All though, you're going to die of Soda poisoning one day, and you know it.
Much love, your body.

HMMM.

Well I made the "layout" for my website... but I STILL dont like it. I get way too caught up in organizing things... I need to stop making scrolling little boxes unless its really worth it. >.>;;

I like some of the elements, and it was a great learning process, but this website STILL isnt to par... but its better than my old one for sure.

I need to get photoshop on my PC bad -_-;; that'll help a lot too in the graphics department...

but I still want a decent site that looks good if someone has to shut off images (?!) for whatever reason, but still, you know?

ANYWAYS....

http://c.homes.mcad.edu/~cmies/CMIES_assignment5/index.html

Critique prz.

What I want?
I wanna keep going to school.
Please.

........Or clothes. I only have 4 pairs of pants left. :/

MMMMKAY.

Speaking of school tho, I think I need to sit down and talk to a councilor... Im feeling a little weary about what Im doing. Im scared a bit.... and I dont feel like I should be. I have something going for me. I have people who know who I am and what I do. -thats an amazing feeling-. Now the question is how to apply that... am I going in the right direction?

I think 3D animation just has me really scared cause I dont understand it but I do at the same time... I dunno. theres just so much to Maya it hurts @___@'

I think also Im just extremely exhausted, tired, and otherwise dead from this semester and trying to keep my head above water. I think everyone is. Its a norm.

......*goes to get a soda and do her CSS homework*

Really Dave, why did you have to drop this project on us with all the new informaton on the LAST week of class. I thought we were done.

That has me a little pissed.

Mostly because my Drawing 2 homework isnt done yet either, nor is CSS, and pretty much ALL OF THOSE are due on monday.

BTW Im working Saturday 6-10, and probably 11-3 on Sunday.

I've tried not to cry a few times, because obviously the stress is getting to me. I keep looking in the mirror too convincing myself Im fat. I want to work out. My hips are hurting since I've been babying my right foot since I twisted it.

/whine whine whine whine

One more week and its all over. For now anyways.

So guys. I has a question.

My final CSS class will pretty much consist of.... making something completely in CSS. This can be anything.. portfolio, blog site, anything so long as we do awesome CSS fun times.

Should I edit this place, make my own full website (I STILL need to re-make my portfolio again cause my old one is SHIT) oorrr... other idea's?

<3

Im also thinking of buying a DA subscription for myself just so I can make my own CSS decorations for it >.>;; yes I am that excited. I LOVE CSS

1.) Woke up late, ken went to get food... his car wont start.
2.) got a battery for kens car, that didnt fix it. out 120 bucks.
3.) trying to find ride to school in case we cant get his car fixed (hoping its a gas issue?)
4.) Go to work and within ten minutes I get the "customer with 6 children and the parents dont know english very well asking over 9000 questions and me having to repeat myself plus a ton of other shit that was just stupid because these guys are dumb...) then right after that 30 minute escapade while we were busy as fuck, I get the "kids with nothing but change: can I afford this? No? How about this? No? What can I afford with all my change?"
5.) Twisted my fucking ankle cause I jumped to get something and landed wrong on my foot. Fuck. Reminder to self: dont jump in new shoes, cause I ALWAYS do this -_-;;

Needless to say Im having a bad night so far and I really just want to sleep. My ankle is on fire and I have work again tomorrow morning and Im not done with all my homework.

*insert more moaning and groaning here that Im to tired to write about*

For being here.

For all the friends I have, who have stood by me and understood my oddball way of life.

All the cherished moments, both in real life and inside this strange world called the internet.

For my mother and my father, who have stood by my side since the begining of time for me, and I know always will. Who have battled all that stood in my way, that turned me into a wonderful person... or at least thats what I keep being told. Who tried everything to make my life memorable, and to try to have fun with me, almost being a kid with me. They arent just my mom and dad, they are my best friends.

For the absolute wonder that is my school.

For my sister, who has always fought with me, but slowly we realize how much all that fighting was because we loved eachother.

For my boyfriend, who gave up his life to be with me. Who has changed everything to take care of me, to be by my side, to give me anything he can.... The most amazing thing ever to change my life, and all because we met on a silly game. I will never get over that. I love you, Ken.

For my "adopted families", even though I havent seen them in a while, when times got rough I could always depend on them. I had a place to hide, a place to run to to get away, or a place to relax and hang out with my best friends. I love you guys like my family, and I wouldnt be half the person I am if it wasnt for you guys either.

For my talent. I know I abuse you in horrible ways, but its amazing to step back and look at my process... and how it keeps changing.

For my work. I know getting a job at gamestop can be a little tough sometimes... yet this store opened their arms to me and has been the best thing ever. They work around ME, they are there for me, they help me make sure I get what I need to done, and still try to give me work at any time. They accept me for my mistakes, and realize that not the whole world needs to be 100% game nerdy to be able to do a decent job at the store. For giving me a smack more of a confidence, and trying to give me more every day. Wow guys, I L U.

There is so much more...
Everything.
Everything.


<3






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On a slightly sad note, I have to work black friday :( 6AM (LOOOOL!) to 1:30PM :X Oh well! I get to work with Ally, Steve, Jake, anndd... someone else, forgot. By Im just happy I get to work with Ally Steve and Jake. We rock stuff <3 So even though it'll be massive busy... it'll be fun hopefully. Oh boy I need an energy drink then :X

Happy turkey day folks have fun!

I have one important thing to say.


FUCK. YOU. MAYA. FUCKING WORK YOU PIECE OF SHIT

Wow. Okay so I didnt get to enter AGAIN, which makes me sad, but I do have to say, the people who play FFXI have some serious tallent. I was really stoked to see this years entries, cause a lot of them I think got what they diserved. Especially first place. It REALLY hit Shantotto's scary nature, with all her elemental goodness right on the head :X




FREAKING AMAZING. I want that as my desktop @___@

Thats all I had to update about for now. Getting back to homework. Just really had to oogle at this years contest. Theres others in there, you guys should go check it out on POL's website. WOW. Congrats to all the winners!

(and especially to Otak who got a mythril prize!! GO GO OTAK!! :D)

This is a rant about a person whos name will go unlisted as I dont like starting drama :3 If somehow you happen to be the person involved in this rant or know who this is, by all means cuss me out and expose yourself if you wish. I am entitled to my opinion and my feelings while also being nice enough to not involve your name and keep this drama between yourself and I, while still getting some rants off my chest :3 feel free to rant back about me. Cause' I know by now everyone probably thinks Im a terrible person and I give up caring anymore or trying to please you weird ass folk. I have my ACTUAL friends, thank you very much. ^^ I also have a realization between pixels and reality :D

( I guess Im always a mean person for offering my help?? )

Lol, South Park Retardedness + FFXI = This retarded lolmovie.





Hahahhahaha.

Sooo.... weiiirrrddd....

Final for foundation drawing 2 started today. I have quite the headache because I gave myself a caffeine rush because I was so dead this morning and needing the energy for the large 4'X4' drawing we're working on....

I like mine so far, but the models are... interesting, lol. Not saying they are bad people, but it was different. They are the first "younger" people we've had in the class, and both of them had very detailed tatoos on them. I dont know why but I thought this was funny. The male model there also had a necklace with a wrench on it. I almost wanted to ask him to take it off but I didnt want to see offensive, so Im just drawing it in anyways. I have to convey "sadness" in my drawing, so we'll see how it goes. I hope my paper doesnt get eatten by the ink wash Im gonna do again :P I really wanna tackle ink wash...

We're doing more shaders and renders in 3D, and today is a work day, but Im use to making my textures in SAI and not PS... so Im half tempted to ask to go home, since he already looked at my stuff and said I was doing well. He pointed out some things I should try to work on, which I will... but I really dont like working on PAINTING things in Photoshop... I really need to get Photoshop on my PC >.>;;

Also, seems there is rumor going around in Character Animation about me! Sort of, lol. ( rumor drama under the cut! )

Anyways...
Oh and Ken and I were invited to another one of my class mates home for Thanksgiving if we dont have plans ^^ She's such a sweet heart! I gotta do something for her. I dont know if we'll make it as we are still unsure if we're going to drive out of town that weekend or not... so we'll see.

( Speaking of Ken too, his work is again..... )

I need to draw more... I have so many cute/cool ideas in my head. RAWR.

ATTENTION EVERYONE, PLEASE COMMENT FOR THE FOLLOWING:

I WOULD FIRST LIKE TO ASK EVERYONE TO POST HERE IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO BE ADDED TO MY F-LIST TO VIEW MATURE CONTENT. I WILL BE BLOCKING RANT POSTS FOR NOW ON AS I WANT TO CLEAN UP SOME OF MY....... CUSSING ISSUES.

That way people can stop whining to me. :/ and I have somewhere to cuss my brains out and only have friends to see it 8D! So my family can stop thinking bad of me because -somehow- they are stalking my LJ... which is my weird nick-name, and not even CLOSE to my real name.

........ Riddle me this?

Anyways MOST OF YOU are on here, but please still comment if I for some reason havent added you and you would like to view this rant content? :X

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NYYYYYYAAAAAAAAAGGGHHHHHHHFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF

I want it to be freaking thanksgiving break already!!! ><;;;;;

I have a ton of work to do... some of it is my own flippin fault but oh well, I am lazy for a reason. But I'll be damned if I dont turn stuff in. Oh heck no. ALL OF IT WILL BE DONE >.>;;; and I plan on getting straight A's and B's this semester as well, thank you very much.

I got my list for next semester... ALL ON TIME TOO WHOOT! And I have a nice line up again! Just... tripple the work. Next semester I probably wont work saturdays... Erin will hate me for this but ;(. I REALLY need to look into internships as well >.>;; BADLY. And also look into scholarships and things.... since even tho Dad has a job again, and both mom and dad are working their butts off, I dont think its going to help for the loans I need @___@ /tries not to panic so early yet..........

My classes will be: 3D modeling, Professional Practice, History of Animation, Stop Motion Animation (!!! ; ; Im going to DIE), and Japanese for Art and Design (AKA: Intro Japanese language course at MCAD... SCORE! Plus I can legit learn about some of Japans actual ways and their culture a bit more... while also feeling a bit more connected to the anime/manga industry without feeling completely out of the loop. PLEASE GOD LET ME GET PAST ALL THE WEEABOOS THO D:!)

Im actually really psyched for those classes, but also REALLY worried at how stressed Im going to be. ERP. Oh well D:! Gotta do what I gotta do!

Still loving 3D animation BTW. I will be posting my "old man" texture maps and stuff when he's complete :3 Im super pumped. I REALLY Loved it and I want to work more on maps. I LOVE MAPS. *scribbles all over them* its like making your own puzzle out of nothing but stretched out mesh wire. WTF?!

Drawing 2 is going to kill me since both halfs of our final is going to be GIGANTIC, but I'll live. Its a good work out for me... even tho I hate it, I hate that I love it and hate it. (?! what?!)

Playing some FF9 to make sure I dont go completely insane. Cause you know, I gotta game a little too. HUR HUR.

If by this christmas Im not done with Otaku's commissions at least, Im goign to kill myself. Seriously I've been nagging myself for it and cant seem to get more done cause of homework. Break time will be marvelous for me cause I WANT TO WORK ON THEM SO BADDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD.

............................
I need Photoshop on this comp REALLY BADDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD.
And flash.
And After Effects.
And maybe some other programs.

*kicks her school*

UMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM YEAH. My v key is getting stuck too on my keyboard. This makes me angry. *kicks it* Oh and I broke my moogle on FF11 today for a moment (I only log in to race my bird a little and feed it). Interesting conversation with my moogle.



I think thats gibberish for "GET OUT". I think he's mad cause we've had a leaking roof for over 3 months now and I wont go get the materials to fix it. Sorry AMK expansion, you gotta wait until I have more time to actually farm those bloody items. I STILL CANT FIGURE OUT WHAT TO AUGMENT FOR HAT AND BODY FROM ACP AND AMK *nerds out more*

OOOOOOOKAY ENOUGH CAFFEINE FOR ME. MORE HOMEWORK, CSS, NATIVE AMERICAN ART HISTORY, ETC IS GO! *runs around*

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FFXI: NYZUL WIN, BOOTS WIN, WS WINNNNNN!!!!!
Today's epic adventures, and last nights fun with Serileth ;3
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WOW.

Just... WOW.
So, now that Im starting to get more of a head start on homework, I had plenty of time before Nyzul today. Made some din din, got comfy in my chair, got ready to game.....

First Nyzul run of the night. We were on floor 90. Got 95 no problem. Cake! So we're like awesome we'll get 3 tags to give it a shot on the boss floor tonight, and see how it goes from there.

Second run... FAIL. EPIC. Capricious Cassie in a tight room and our BLU and THF were split from us >.>;;;;;; .......... I CANNOT KEEP PEOPLE ALIVE AS A SINGLE RDM/WHM. I tried my damnedest, but with being silences frequently and paralyzed, I lost several echo's, and could NOT cure people or hardly get para off me. "But Riniiii why didnt you stay out of RANGE?!" ......... 50' fucking range. Yeah. What kind of space do you think I have in fucking Nyzul? BTW, thats Cassie RAPE x2 on me now. FUCK YOU CASSIE. I was so pissed after this I took a good few minute break to calm down. She destroyed me, and also, even tho I couldnt do anything most of the time, SOMEHOW I PULLED HATE WHEN I CONVERTED?!?!?!?!?!?! I had SS up and she one-shotted me through it. The PLD was even baffled. He had plenty of hate from sentinel ETC and as SOON as I converted, she charged me. I got up from RR, tried to run to get it back up and SS so I could keep curing, but before I could get out of the 50' range, she fucking did bad breath again. YEAH FUCK YOU CASSIE. So I HP'd. PISSED.

Third run, another fail. This time we had 2 minutes left once we had floor 99 complete. We just left for points. No point in trying. We got trolled with two extremely large floors with "specified enemies" and "kill all" with 50 bajillion NM's and shit again. Angry and disheartened, we go for our 4th and final. About the only good thing we had so far was another windslicer for Kaine to get, and back to back werebuster for me and Ditsy, lol. Whoot, Mystic boon for whenever I get floor 100....



4th floor, we're already getting out butts handed to us, but finally get some luck and smoke through with 10 minutes left for final boss. Im freaking out. I heal up MP as much as I can, and made sure convert is read. 100th floor... CERBERUS. We havent been able to kill him yet without dying. Now with his desperation move? YEAH. FUCKED. Or so I thought. After all got MP and buffed, we ran in with 7 minutes on the clock. Both SAM's waiting til 40% to two hour to see how we were doing and if it'd be worth it... Boom... boom... boom.... BLU was able to head butt some of the gates of hades. I had bar fira up too, and SPAMMING paralyna. Everyone was /DNC sub trying to help eachother out and cure. 10%.... Some more Gates of hades get off, and Im starting to run low. Do a double Curaga II and pull hate. Oops. Ditsy pulls it back and another Gates of Hades goes off. At this point two people are dead. Then he spams it again... 4 people are dead. CRAP. Only ones alive at this point are myself and Ditsy. However, I tab back onto Cerberus... he's at 1%.

WHAAAAAAAAAA?! I start casting Blizzard III while ditsy has hate. He had fanatics drink up (THANK GOD) while he kept beating at it. My Bliz didnt go off and I paniced... but... then I saw "Kaineblitz defeats Cerberus"...... the other SAM had RR up and smacked it for the win. 20 seconds left, we ran for the pole, smacked it. FLOOR 100 FUCKING COMPLETE.

SAY FUCKING WHAT?!

FIRST TRY!?!!?!?!?!!111

SAM/DNC, SAM/DNC, PLD/DNC, THF/DNC, RDM/WHM, BLU/NIN.
Ditsy, Kaineblitz, Kosmo, Sentoki Rinielenika, Bartimaeus.

MY BOYS, I LOVE YOU. No gear drop, and we're glad too cause it would have fallen to the abyss for that floor 100 completion.

SO YEAH. That made our night.
But then? Whats this??? MORE?! Why yes my good fellows! Afterwards, we appraised all the crap from the shitty "kill all floor" and we get the following: ??? ring, ???box, ??? headpiece, you know, a lot of random stuff. Ditsy is like "eh, might as well save these boots for last..." his luck is terrible mind you...........
or is it?



Wait... wait what? TROTTER BOOTS?! ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME?!?!?! Ditsy was so giddy. Barti, bless his soul, passed it to Ditsy. He got Vali's bow, Ditsy is leveling THF and has RNG 75. I've never seen him happier. Floor 100 and rare fucking boots he thought he'd never see. I was praising the whole group all night. We all were fucking ecstatic. Sentoki, you are amazing for going back and doing all floors with us to 100 again. WE WILL GET YOU SOME MORE DENALI FOR FUCK SAKE ><;; and hopefully CoP done too!!! Kosmo, you are one of the best PLD's EVER and amazing period. Kaine, what the fuck, you crazy case I love you like mah brudda forever and you know it. Barti, LMAO, OH NYYOOOOOOOOOOOO. My Bro as well! <3 <3 <3 <3!!! And Ditsy, my ken, always, your knowledge and everything is amazing!! I LOVE YOU! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!

Sorry Im so excited and just... baffled. BEYOND BAFFLED.



So you guessed it. Right after that, what did we do? Fish?? Oh no no no my good people. WS UNLOCKING. I couldnt pick at first, but I figured, you know...... I can solo on RDM and get WS's any day. LETS GET MY NEW WEREBUSTER BEAT IN! And also! Skill up! I haven't gotten black halo yet... hahahahaha. SO YOU GUESSED IT GUYS. 231 club skill now, going to get my club of trials, and of course, Mystic Boon is alll riiiggghhhttt :D. Now to work on my vorpal sword and get Death Blossom, then my BLM one! Then... to get a BST axe back... ; ; lol. Oh wellll~!!

Anyways, the night before I hopped on for a bit to poke as Serileth :3 I showed her some of my weird little glitches I know of... including my famous secret hide out :3 I only show close friends this :D :D :D hehehehe




Yeah thats not my normal chara, obviously. Seri plays on a Sylph ^^; So I made a mule to say hi to her :D hehe. She's gonna show me the pumpkins she got for getting 3rd in the pumpkin carving contest! I saw a SS of them already... they are HUGE!! :X :X :X Also while on the server, I had a drive by "..... Mini moon?" when someone saw my name. I LOL'd hardcore, then did the oblivious "IN THE NAME OF THE MOON, I WILL PUNISH YOU!" Move and did magical sparkley dances for the person. They laughed. GOOD TIMES WHERE HAD.

Okay I need some serious sleep. Work tomorrow and I want to draw a bit before I go in.
LATER ALL~! THANKS FOR LISTENING TO ME RAMBLE!! HEHE :D



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That's all folks!
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Meh. I've had worse I guess. Beating myself up, and my house is a mess, and I've been feeling a bit burned out already, but oh well.

Today lightened up after Foundation Drawing 2 when we started going over UV's in 3D. Pretty much, I love textures. A LOT. I love skins. I want to learn them. I AM LEARNING THEM. This makes me EXTREMELY HAPPY. I want to play a LOT with this.

.................... because it also explains how I can color .dat files in my game now too, a lot better! I might be able to make my own 3D models, textures, etc for it soon! :X

*ahem*
ANYWAYS

I might not change the colors on my LJ either. Well maybe... I don't like the gray that much... but I dunno. I gotta play with it more... later >.>;;

I want to finish these commissions so bad its killing me. I want to work on them again. I really like how Raz is turning out. I also want to get them done so I can not feel guilty if I work on other stuff. I think that's a lot of whats burning me out as well. I REALLY NEED TO GET THESE DONE........ Speaking of drawing also, I want to doodle something for Allie. I saw her today after class and she is so fucking depressed. Her arm is fucked up and she cant draw. She has deadlines and you could see it in her face the distress, helplessness, tired, pain, agony... it hurt to stare at her. I didn't know what to do. She's one of the toughest people I know when it comes to illustration and kicking her ass into gear to get shit done RIGHT, and seeing her in that much agony that she couldn't WORK was really saddening. It really shows how hard she works herself... bless her heart. GOD I want to do something for her ; ;..... Allie, if you happen to still troll LJ and see this, I L U ; ;...... Get better soon sweetie....

IN NEWS OF AWESOME.
This weekend at worked sucked except for one amazing detail... Erin goes "OMG I KNOW SOMETHING YOU WILL LOVE WE GOT IT YESTERDAY!!!" and I'm like "!?!?!?!".... Then she opens the drawer where we hold all our used GBA's, PSP's, DS's, etc....... and pulls out....



SPECIAL EDITION PIKACHU GBA.

of course I bought it! DUH! I sold my old one immediately and put the lol8dollarsstorecredit I got from it on a pre-order of FF Crystal Chronicles : Crystal Bearers. Now I know, I know, its another lolfucking Wii game, but it actually looks INTERESTING, and they didn't fuck up like last time putting a game build for DS slapping into Wii controls (Still pissed off at you SE for fucking me up like that. I should of just got it for the DS in the first place >.>;; if you haven't gotten Echos of Time yet, DO NOT get it for the Wii. Literally, they just took it off the DS and tried to format it to wii controller... it looks TERRIBLE and was a fucking rip off. Its MEANT for DS, don't put it on wii unless you're going to completely reformat it and make it look and work NICELY shitholes! It is a fun/interesting game if you're into stuff like that, but just get it for the DS... save your money, unlike me who got ripped off and traded it in ASAP for the DS one >.>;;)

Not to mention, at first I thought they completely wiped out Yukes... so I was sad... BUT THEEENNNNNNNNN!!!



They put (her?) in. Amidatelion. All though what the FUCK is up with that torso??? Her body is I guess crystallized? Which is really weird but ok. (I'm saying she because if you listen to the voice actors its definitely a female voice for both, but the official website's gender says "unknown".)

Oh well.

YUUUUUUUUKKKEEEE

Okay I gotta read some chapters for tomorrow morning. :X SEE YA ALL.

So after working on homework, I take my normal break on Fridays when Im not working to do Nyzul with the gang.

Well, we were on floor 80, and were hoping to get to 100.

Not... so much. we figured, but still had high hopes.

Had two bad bad bad floors with "Kill all" and then had 5000 bajillion fucking NM's >.>.... The other one was first floor, kill specified enemies... 5 fucking racing chariots. THEN two floors after that, kill enemy leader, Long Horned chariot. Man fuck you SE!

Anyways, through our being trolled on the NM's, Sewer Syrup happens to be on these floors, and we kill him, and Im pretty sure he droped the BST axe.. no one else has BST except for me and Ditsy. Ditsy already got one. So Im like "WHOOT HECK YEAH!" and lot it...

..................

yeah, suddenly I see after the treasure auto-loots cause no one passed... "You do not meet the requirements for this item. Item passed. Sentoki obtains the double axe."

A few crystals dropped in my inventory and everyone forgot to pass after I lotted.

AIODJAWIODJAWIODJAIOWDJAWD

I was sad... but oh well, it happens. I'll see another any other day I guess.


So after blowing our four tags, we go to apraise the fuckload of items. Now I know barti had lucky fingers last time and got fucking Vali's bow 1/1 on Eastern Shadow. Sooooo Im like "Hey barti, should you trade these in? Maybe you'll get me a lucky Jelly Ring" Cause yeah, I need it coming up here on PLD. (lvl 41 all riiigghhtttt)

He goes "uhhh I dunno, not sure"

So Im already dipressed I lost the axe anyways, so I just go fuck it.
Trade ???ring + 500 gil.

Well... Pics or it didnt happen.



First big lucky shot for me like, ever. Granted I didnt really care if I got it or not, but BOY does this save me the hassle of having to go camp for this effin mob.

Also, we bought the Shantotto expansion and Moogle Kupo d'whatever thing.... finally. Im really excited for the Shantotto one because for once I know what Im augmenting.

Mage legs (WTF dragon pants?) Haste +3%, Movementspeed +8%

WHY?!?!?! God that seems weird doesnt it?
No, no its not. I Dont have haste legs at all, and I dont have W.Legs that I got jipped on from our sky shell breaking and me being first in line for either Osode, Haidate, or W.Legs. I wanted W.Legs so bad.....

So yeah, those are gonna be mine :P

Cant wait to finish ACP and Kupo thing whenever, but I still dunno what to augment... and like hell Im going to fucking make WHM Melee gear.... No thanks >.>;; I want something maybe for my upcoming PLD? Or... NIN? Im not sure :X :X :X I dont think I want to augement it for BST... no matter how much I love it its not my main in the slightest and does NOT help my group usually... its a solo thing, and most times Im relying on CHR gear for charms >.>;;


ANNNYYYWAAYYSSS...
More old news coming up later, like how I got my Opo-crown and BS.

LATER ALL <3

More colors and stuff to edit later :X I need to really finish my homework >.>;; since Im working all weekend /whine.

and icons >.>;; Any idea where I can get some good layout templates that I can edit for free and not get in trouble? :X I can do that without a subscription here, right?

So, been drawing all day today, getting ready for tonight.

Im in a really pissed off mood/worried mood all at the same time kind of thing. I'll have that in an LJ cut below.

But by tonight expect a new arts up probably here and DA :3 Tonight is naki's b-day smash thing. Tomorrow I work. They asked me to come in tonight and Im like yeah no... >.>;; someone called in sick tho, so I feel bad but I cant ><;;

really need to get cracking on my homework -_-;;

but... I WANT TO DRAW MORREEE I was having fun :(

Anyways...
Look at what I got yesterday? <3



I LOVES HIM HE IS SO CUTE <3 He makes adorable chirping noises... I took a video of it too but I dont think I'll upload it >.>;;

Also, YAY INGAME ITEM (I still like my IRL thing better but whatever :X The chocobo is cute! I just hope I can keep the space for him >.>;; my inventory is so god awefully full...




I need to do a FFXI update... or make another account for it. I have that blogspot but... I just cant get into it >.>;; I should make just a new LJ for it or something... @__@

ANYWAYS, RANT TIME ****************warning cussing alert!!
( Im not racist but I hate these fucking people who stereotype themselves. )

!!!! I FIXED IT FINALLY :X




(if you cant see it right away, or if it looks really pixel-y, give it some time, the quality is still being uploaded at the moment. Youtube is slow :X)

( Sunday work days suck, rant )




In other news, I guess my grandma is sending (half?) of the button making machine (Naki this pertains to you) so I guess we'll see what I get.

Getting my refurbished TV in the mail too soon. Going to have to fax some crap out to verify when we bought it. Hopefully this next one's panels wont freeze either. Also, if they charge us for this Im going to be pissed. Its still in perfect condition, and I have no fucking idea why ours broke in the first place.

ANNDD I want my chocobo figure already :(